So Question:
If anyone can answer this, please do...
Why would an old aquaintance come online and rehash all of our sexual escapades during the time we were together?? I call him an aquaintance now, since he lost the title of "friend" last June when he hurt me so much. But WHY talk about all the sexual things that went on between us?? Do you miss me that much?? Do you realize that you thoroughly screwed up and want to maybe see each other again??? Do you want to see if my reception to you is not rude, but kind??
Did I COMPLETE YOU??? DID I HAVE YOU FROM HELLO??
I'll tell you this right now..and I am talking straight to you... YOU are the one who found me, YOU are the one who initiated starting some kind of a relationship, when I was saying you were full of BS, YOU are the one who asked me to go out on a limb and believe in you. This was all you...YOU were the one who told me we would work at a relationship, even though we were across the states from one another....YOU were also the one to BEG me to never hurt you, to hold onto your heart, to be careful...and I WAS! TOTALLY!! UNCONDITIONALLY!!!
YOU used me...you know you did. I told you from the time you were overseas that YOU are just thinking all these feelings are happening when in truth, you are just homesick and finding someone to bide your time while you are at the camp. YOU told me NO atleast a dozen times...to believe in you...that you were straight up and didn't play games....(yeah, right)
YOU told me that a person of your rank was further up the food chain and the last guy I was with was nothing but an ass.....well what are you then???
YOU did the exact same thing to me that he did...only you were coming home from Afghanistan, not Okinawa.
YOU were rude to me and YOU disrespected me.
So why come online and IM me about "caring" about how I am??? YOU lost that courtesy way back in June when you so abrutply ended things with me and said some god awful hurtful things that I DID NOT DESERVE. SO like I said in my last email to you...
We had our fun when YOU needed it...it allowed YOU to forget about Afghanistan for a few short days..
I did my part..
MISSION: Accomplished.
Unless you have something to say about any of this or I am wrong anywhere on here, I would certainly love to hear what you have to say....but I know..you're too proud to let your feelings be known....thats not courage..thats stupidity. SO say it to ME.
Wait...you can't...can you?? I mean YOU won't call me anymore...and why is that?? You're explaination is "because I wouldn't be able to handle hearing YOUR voice"..PPUULLLEEAAASSEEEE...we all know it's the opposite..you cannnot handle hearing mine..thats a known fact. Nice to know I have that affect on you.
So here I am....I'm waiting.....( for atleast a few nanoseconds anyways......)
Why would an old aquaintance come online and rehash all of our sexual escapades during the time we were together?? I call him an aquaintance now, since he lost the title of "friend" last June when he hurt me so much. But WHY talk about all the sexual things that went on between us?? Do you miss me that much?? Do you realize that you thoroughly screwed up and want to maybe see each other again??? Do you want to see if my reception to you is not rude, but kind??
Did I COMPLETE YOU??? DID I HAVE YOU FROM HELLO??
I'll tell you this right now..and I am talking straight to you... YOU are the one who found me, YOU are the one who initiated starting some kind of a relationship, when I was saying you were full of BS, YOU are the one who asked me to go out on a limb and believe in you. This was all you...YOU were the one who told me we would work at a relationship, even though we were across the states from one another....YOU were also the one to BEG me to never hurt you, to hold onto your heart, to be careful...and I WAS! TOTALLY!! UNCONDITIONALLY!!!
YOU used me...you know you did. I told you from the time you were overseas that YOU are just thinking all these feelings are happening when in truth, you are just homesick and finding someone to bide your time while you are at the camp. YOU told me NO atleast a dozen times...to believe in you...that you were straight up and didn't play games....(yeah, right)
YOU told me that a person of your rank was further up the food chain and the last guy I was with was nothing but an ass.....well what are you then???
YOU did the exact same thing to me that he did...only you were coming home from Afghanistan, not Okinawa.
YOU were rude to me and YOU disrespected me.
So why come online and IM me about "caring" about how I am??? YOU lost that courtesy way back in June when you so abrutply ended things with me and said some god awful hurtful things that I DID NOT DESERVE. SO like I said in my last email to you...
We had our fun when YOU needed it...it allowed YOU to forget about Afghanistan for a few short days..
I did my part..
MISSION: Accomplished.
Unless you have something to say about any of this or I am wrong anywhere on here, I would certainly love to hear what you have to say....but I know..you're too proud to let your feelings be known....thats not courage..thats stupidity. SO say it to ME.
Wait...you can't...can you?? I mean YOU won't call me anymore...and why is that?? You're explaination is "because I wouldn't be able to handle hearing YOUR voice"..PPUULLLEEAAASSEEEE...we all know it's the opposite..you cannnot handle hearing mine..thats a known fact. Nice to know I have that affect on you.
So here I am....I'm waiting.....( for atleast a few nanoseconds anyways......)
posted by Barbara; Milo's momma. at 4:19 PM
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