Coming up to "the day"

In a week I'll be at the hospital getting this surgery overwith!! Even though it's only been 3 weeks, it's beginning to feel like months!!
I've been having good days and bad. The last two days have been particularly more difficult than usual. Don't ask me why, because I don't know. It feels as though I'm 6 or 7 months pregnant and the ligaments are stretching....not a good feeling at all! I also have sharp pains that come out of nowhere and make me lose my breath for a minute...
I just want this done and overwith.....

On the good side...I accepted a dinner date with a very nice guy. I'm very glad I went and he even brought me flowers...DAISIES!!! And he didn't even know my favorite bouquets were daisies or wild flowers...HUH...Guess it takes a good guy to think of flowers for me. I guess I DO deserve them afterall...who'd da thunk?!?!?!?! Roses are so demeaning to me and very overrated!!! Not worth MY time!!!
Take care my friends!! I'll be bugging the hell out of you soon!!!
((((HUGS))))